Tuesday.. should of been a boozeday

So the past two days have been the longest two days of my life. No lie.

Yesterday, I had planned to hit the gym in the early hours of the day but I woke up late feeling super fat, hungover, lazy, and messy. I then realized I needed to go to Broward, the Las Olas campus, and actually get everything in order for classes because the last four trips there were a bust. So, I made myself half way decent and drove downtown where I had to wait behind 39 people to actually talk to a damn advisor. I made a new friend while waiting.. which made me very excited to actually get to meet new people through school.  So, my meeting was about five minutes which ended up in me signing up for a damn cPt test on Monday. SO MUCH ACCOMPLISHED..right?   I did pay all of my fees though so I can actually register for classes after I'm done with the cpt. Anyways, I went up to work to get my paperwork that I carelessly left in the hostess stand the night before for my wine demo that day. I was convinced that my demo was in Pompano which was 10 minutes away from work but it ended up being all the way in Weston which is an hour drive. Yep, I realized that at about 330 when my wine demo was at 4. [so I thought] Anyways, I called my Dad in a panic trying to get directions to the place I needed to be and luckily ((THANK YOU LUCK OF THE IRISH..)) my wine demo was at five...which NEVER ever happens btw. So, I was there just in time to not be late.. thankfully! After my demo, I was lost in Weston for an hour... I am such a loser, I know. Hah. Anyways, Monday definately taught me I need to have my shit organized! I can't go on day- to- day just remembering random things at random moments. My luck will eventually run out.

Anyways, that was my Monday.. TODAY, I had a hair apt at 10 to get my hair bleached back to blonde. I sat in the chair for a total of 10 hours and I now have RED/BLONDE hair.. Oh well, I was on an emotional rollercoaster today thinking I have to wear a bag over my head now. Thank GOODNESS for my aunt fixing the number the hair dresser did on my head today. So, in about a week I should have bleach blonde hair again. I've missed it and I'm excited to see if blondes have more fun in South Florida.. I sure did in Pensacola :) But yes, other than having my scalp burning and multiple cigarettes.. my day hasn't been too awful. The boy doesn't seem to want me as bad as he tells me he does; I am beginning to see how actions do prove more than words do. You really have to show people you care; because these days everyone's so full of BS you don't know what to believe. So, as of now, I am over relationships. Over feeling used. Over feeling I am not good enough, pretty enough, smart enough. DONE. I need a man who wants me just as bad as I want him. A man who puts his responsibilities first.. a man who works hard to accomplish his dreams & ambitions. A loyal, trustworthy man. But, obviously I am asking for too much these days. Enough with all of that.


I wish everyone a wonderful Wednesday!


xoxo
Dah





2 comments:

  1. Girllll you deserve a real man! You are so beautiful and driven and don't let anyone tell you that you aren't.

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  2. Thank you Haley! Your words are wonderful :)

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